I pushed
when I should have held you
I talked
When I should have listened
I let you cry
When I should have wiped your eyes
I ignored you
When you were screaming my name
I let you be cold
When should have cuddled with you
I let you be alone
When I should have been there
Now Im alone
And I should have seen it comng
Numb I wish
Im crying everyday
but smile when you look
just look at the time it took
its been to long
Your gone,
I wish we could start over
Instead of being over
I still love you
And you haven't a clue
Numb like before
instead of opening you closed a door
sometimes when things seem right
it hurts even more then that sharpest knife
you spilt my heart into more pieces
now theres nothing left
i cant feel or think or care to remember
i dont even care what happens next
without you here i cant breathe
its constant smoke its chocking me
my eyes are fogged and i cant see
that your love is right in front of me
"my life"
rushing on like a rollercoster
up and down, left to right
every thing drifting away
people begin to fade
slowly my mind clears
yet slower the world disappears
busy towns begin to rest
SHIT!! we are all that are left
I pushed
when I should have held you
I talked
When I should have listened
I let you cry
When I should have wiped your eyes
I ignored you
When you were screaming my name
I let you be cold
When should have cuddled with you
I let you be alone
When I should have been there
Now Im alone
And I should have seen it comng
Numb I wish
Im crying everyday
but smile when you look
just look at the time it took
its been to long
Your gone,
I wish we could start over
Instead of being over
I still love you
And you haven't a clue
Numb like before
instead of opening you closed a door
sometimes when things seem right
it hurts even more then that sharpest knife
you spilt my heart into more pieces
now theres nothing left
i cant feel or think or care to remember
i dont even care what happens next
without you here i cant breathe
its constant smoke its chocking me
my eyes are fogged and i cant see
that your love is right in front of me
I want to spray your name on the wall,
Fluorescent colours in bold,
Neon paint on society,
A symbol of alternative love.
I want to etch your initials on the bench,
Encased in a tilted heart,
Skewed letters scratched on skin,
A symbol of everlasting love.
I want to draw your smile on the sand,
Vulnerable to the foaming tide,
Crudely drawn on soft powder,
A symbol of fragile love.
I want to sew your heart on mine,
The ultimate bonding of souls,
Embroidery loops stitched on blood,
A symbol of united love.
Current Residence: hick town washington Favourite genre of music: rock and country Favourite style of art: street Skin of choice: the kind with scares Favourite cartoon character: family guy.... Personal Quote: pain is just fear leaveing the body....
Favourite Visual Artist
sublime....kid rock
Favourite Movies
the longest yard
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
i have alot but some are m.c.r., i.c.p., three doors down, Linkin parks, three days grace, sublime,